The 'EGG' Talk

Yesterday, when i was washing my plates after cookig dinner with perline, i thought of something new.. well, it's about one of my favourite food, egg. lol.

hmmm.. let's call this 'The Theory of Egg By Joann'

EGG is unnbreakable by using both hands. just like LOVE, its unbreakable if both of the lovers held a strong relationship with them.

EGG is easily break too, if one of the hands put in much pressure or less. LOVE become fragile, when one of them starts to get bore of their relationship.

When EGG is cracked, no one could fix it back. When the trust lies between the LOVErs cracked, no one could fix it even though its' so-called 'healed'.

=)

P.S.: A broken eart is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurting yourself trying to fix it.

changed

Something changed. but im not sure what's changing. we all turns out to be very awkward after some incident. he, she, they, them, us. all of us. It's like a thick barrier like a wall is between us. none of us dare to speak, and all i do was to avoid meeting them.

we don't meet each other as frequently as last time;

we don't speak like last time;

we don't have dinner nor luch together like last time.

EVERYTHING CHANGED.

i really hope that sooner or later, all will turns back to normal, like the past, when we all were having fun with each other.

For some of them..

It's been a tough week for some family. After seeing all those news and videos about the death of 4 student and a teacher in a dragon boat programme thingy, all i wanted to do is be there with those family and help them out although i don't know them. may god bless them in their 'road' after this life. all the best..

Mr. time, please slow down your speed.

Time, past so fast. everyone i knew was racing with the time. everything changed. i just can't myself from thinking about 'it'.

One of my best friend, Su Hui, left us to Segi few days ago. although i knew she planned to transfer, but i don't know it was so fast. anyway, su hui, i'm glad to know you here. and all the best to u in segi. =) frens 4eva. and remember to visit SN10R during free time. =)

well, i got loads of things to jot down, but no time for me to use here. have to rush to somewhere to meet my hostel friends now. so, dear blog, i'll update ASAP..

xoxo
P.S: hope that things will return back to where we were last time. happy life is at the begining when we just met each other.

Words by a wisdom guy.. lol

i wanna be stronger!! i have to be tough.. 'someone' said that im too forgiving towards 'someone'.. well.. i wanna turn over a new leaf.. XD thx buni.. =) for ur "FORGIVING is not FOREVER." i'm glad that feng gor knew u.. big hugs to both of ya.. love ya.. =)

怎麼辦-智善

今天你似乎很理所當然的問我過得好不好
我當然回答過得很好 你真是太不了解我了
沒有你我怎麼可能過得好 沒有我難道你過得很好嗎
沒有你的世界實在太辛苦了 我怨恨自己竟然還在呼吸

該怎麼辦 到現在我還過著因為你的一句話就會崩潰的日子
你告訴我 是我獨自如此
還是你也和我一樣 告訴我 你是否也每天痛了又痛

你和我 已經太遲了嗎 我們再沒有機會了嗎
我還想念著你 也許你也是知道的

結果就是這樣 就這樣結束了嗎 這樣子你都無所謂嗎
我是無法做到的 此生我再也不會擁有對你那般的愛情
即使這世界試著想拆散我們
沒有一個人能夠抹去你的記憶　拜託請抓住我吧


該怎麼辦 到現在我還過著因為你的一句話就會崩潰的日子
你告訴我 是我獨自如此
還是你也和我一樣 告訴我 你是否也每天痛了又痛

你和我 已經太遲了嗎 我們再沒有機會了嗎
我還想念著你 也許你也是知道的

該怎麼辦 除了你我的心再也無法容下別人
拜託請抓住我吧 你知道的

Got this from Yen..

一天女孩過生日，男孩子在她生日的聚會上送了她一只可愛的毛毛熊，在各種生日禮物中，這根本算不上是禮物． 女孩有些生氣，也許更多的是憤怒，沒想到自己男朋友這麼小氣，今天是她的生日，還來了這麼多朋友． 去年男孩在她生日的時候送了她一把很名貴的藏刀，男孩發誓說，如果有一天他背叛了女孩，女孩可以用刀劃破他的胸膛． 今年，兩個人一直在討論兩個人的未來，這麼多朋友都來為女孩慶祝生日，是男孩說在生日哪天會給女孩一個終生難忘的禮物．結果似乎一切都出乎大家的以外，當然主要是女孩！ 面對女孩憤怒的眼神，男孩只是壞壞的笑，這份禮物真的讓女孩終生難忘． 女孩在聚會中喝了很多酒，而男孩只是在旁邊静静的喝着可樂．聚會結束，他們要回到自己的小家，上了公路，女生一直很憤怒，一直在埋怨，車的後排座放了很多名貴的禮物，當然還有那只毛毛熊.女生開始抱怨男孩不愛她，不珍惜他們的愛，男孩只是静静的開着車，什麼也沒有說，偶然會有一絲笑在臉上． 酒精在衝動的驅使下發作了．女孩吐了，男孩靠邊停了車，女孩大發脾氣，指責男孩給了她這樣一個不愉快的生日，說了一些很傷感情的事情，男孩一直無語，只是一只手拿着紙巾，一只手拿着礦泉水．女孩突然跑到了公路中間，男孩沒有拉住她，兩個人就這樣在公路上拉扯着．突然，一輛飛馳的快車直奔兩個人行駛過來，男孩想都沒想的扔掉了手中的東西推開了女孩，女孩的頭重重的摔到了地上，等她蘇醒的時候，她已經躺在了醫院，頭上綁着繃帶．那輛飛速行駛汽車的司機，証明是酒後駕車．男孩被撞出了15米，當救護車到的時候，他嘴裡一邊吐着血一直說着〃别管我，看我女朋友怎麼樣？〃 到了醫院，男孩已經去了另一個世界，他最後的一話是毛毛熊，毛毛熊在他的要求下，被醫護人員帶上了救護車，他在這個世界上最後的一段路，就是這只小熊一直陪着他． 女孩得知男孩離去的消息，一直在哭，哭的昏过去了好幾次． 一個有心的護士把小熊送到了她的枕邊．女孩再一次從昏厥中醒來，看着小熊上邊有着男孩的血，似乎有着男孩的體温，她緊緊的把它抱在了胸前，輕輕的摸着它．突然摸一件很硬的東西，女孩從小熊的口袋裡摸出了一件東西，一個戒指盒，裡面有一隻漂亮的鑽石戒指，女孩看到這一切，切底崩潰了．她拼命的哭，用力的撕着自己的頭髮和頭上的繃带，但是一切似乎都没有意義了．女孩去了停屍間，那是的男孩身上的血跡已經被擦干，他干干净净的，安詳的躺在那裡，嘴角還是有着一絲壞壞的笑，女孩用手摸着男孩的頭，淚水從眼角劃落，她不想哭出聲，因為男孩不喜歡她哭． 女孩第二天就出院了，回到了他們曾經愛的港灣．打開房門，她被眼前的一切嚇呆了，房間裡滿是玫瑰，桌子上有一個大大的蛋糕，旁邊的一個保温餐盒和一張卡片．打開餐盒裡面是她最愛喝的湯， 打開卡片裡面寫着：嫁给我，你一輩子都不會後悔，你一輩子都會感覺温暖，我會一輩子讓你幸福，我會一直守侯在你的身邊，我會每天叫你起床，為你做你喜歡的早餐，送你上班,時刻惦記你，随時給你電話和信息，不讓孤獨的感覺伴隨你一時一刻,晚上我會接你下班，為你做晚飯，晚上讓你在我的懷中睡去後再静静睡去．家裡事情你做主，但是家務還是我來吧，我身體比較好點．如果應酬，我會在11點前回家，如果出差我會把你這幾天食物準備好，當然還有你愛吃的零食．其實愛情就是簡簡單單兩個人的幸福，我們的幸福才剛剛開始，希望……女孩再也看不下去了，她看到了房間裡仿佛滿使他們的歡聲笑語，滿是他們的蜜語甜言，往日的情景一下子，涌入了她的心頭，她在自責，在懊悔，在埋怨…… 想着到底是誰背叛了那曾經美好的東西．曾經的幸福這個時候變的尖銳，曾經的歡笑這個時候變的灰色．男孩火化的那天女孩沒有去，女孩一個人静静的呆在他們愛的港灣，躺在他們經常做愛的床上，看着他們出去旅游时的錄像，輕輕的用去年生日哪天男孩送他那把藏刀割開了自己的手腕…… 窗頭放着一張卡片： 親愛的我來了，沒有你的日子我好難過．是我錯了，你走的這幾天，我一直在回味我們在一起的日子，你的體温你的氣味你的壞笑和你做的飯，你是個騙子你說過一生守護我的，沒有你，一個人睡覺好冷的，沒有你做飯我肚子好餓，沒有你在身邊我好孤單，你慢點走，我來了，雖然你沒有實現你的承諾，但是我還是真的愛你，壞蛋我來了，慢點走，在前面等我，我來了…… 戀愛中的朋友們。。好好珍惜吧。。也許這個世界沒有那麼完滿的愛．但是這個世界有着最愛你的人和你最愛的人．當最愛你的人和你最愛的人是一個人的時候，告訴你．你是幸福的，有些人往往是三角戀，也許你不懂我的愛．我想看了這篇日誌你應該明白點吧．呵呵 不說了 希望看完這篇日誌的人珍惜眼前的一切 不要因為一點小事鬧大架 看完要轉載哦 ！！！！！

New semester in tarc..

New year, new school, izit??
2 of my friends transferred their school during this 2nd sem..
first, kam.. he went england to further his studies.. (how jealous am i...) although we are not that close, or maybe we don't even talked, but he's still my classmate, once..
second, one of my besties, calvin. he left us today. and guess what, he only told me few minutes ago that he transferred. and now, he's going back to his hometown. giving all of us a big shock. i felt really sad as he's the second person i knew in this college. hmm... + he's the only one same class with me, in our hostel-ian gang.. hmm... what to do.. i'll just hope that he'll have a great path to the future.. so long, my fren.. hope to c u soon, if im going to kampar to further my studies. miss ya.. =)
P.S.: really having a bad mood, after he told me that.. see you soon, my blog-ee..

Heart, I'm Sorry

(By Lee Ji Hoon-translated in english)

It's true, just believe this one thing
Everything i said was to show you
That love
You know it was everything to me
You know all about it

Be happy for me
Please live more happily
Then when you were with me
So, my heart
So, my love
It will hurt just a little less
And I'll hold back the tears

*Heart, I'm sorry
It's ok, stop crying
Let's let go of her now
Let's just let her go by
Somebody better than me
Someody better than me
Is at her side now
I'm holding my tears in too

Promise me, even if she turns her back on me
You wont go after her again
So, my heart
So, my love
It shouldn't be too hard to bear
And i'll hold back the tears

*Heart, I'm sorry
It's ok, stop crying
Let's let go of her now
Let's just let her go by
Somebody better than me
Someody better than me
Is at her side now
I'm holding my tears in too

I love you I love you
Though i call out thousands, ten thousands of times,
Though i cry my heart out
She is somewhere where she can't hear me
Let's throw out the rest of those memories
Let's throw out the rest of that love

Somebody better than me
Somebody better than me
Is at her side now
I'm holding my tears in too
Though i miss her

View this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISXajecvb08

Back to Hostel life..

Few hours left, and im going back.
its like a dream, after a 6 weeks dream, i hv to wake up and join the reality...
felt happy to meet them back. and slightly sad cuz have to leave my family, other frens and work aside..
but still, happy to get back to school!!! cant wait to meet my 'hostel-ian' and SN10Rian!!! heart you guys!!