I'm done

"I'm done waiting, if u want me in your life, tell me."

Hmmm.. I used to say that, but now, I'm not gonna say that anymore. I would like to rephrase that sentence to:

"I'm done waiting, if u want me in your life, i won't be there anymore."

I'm done waiting, waiting and waiting for no reason like a stupid person. It's time for me to MOVE ON and get a new life. You, don't influence my life anymore!!

:)

P.S.: I'm happy with my life now and can't wait to start a new life. :)

Hopefully it's a new beginning of my life of this coming semester.

I'M GONNA MOVE ON.

Birthday assignment

Hmm.. weird title huh?? It's not an assignment given by lecturer in university but assignment given by those celebrating their birthday. It's us, the friend's job to surprise the one celebrating birthday. And i guess, this time the two lecturers, MR. CKY and MR. HWK will grade us almost full marks, because we really put on alot effort on it. HAHA :)

Khai Yien's cake.

The cake for KY. Din't capture the pic of Ho's cake, sorry!!

There's too much to talk about the plan of the celebration, and i'm lazy to elaborate everything over here. I guess, I'll just keep this in my mind as one of my happy memory in MMU. :)

P.S.: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to both of you.

And Happy holiday to the rest of my friends.

Finally got some personal time to meet up with my friends and cousins. :)

Bad news

Heard a bad news this morning.

To this person, rest in peace.

<3

Fail

The moment you give up, is the moment you fail.

If you fail, you have to try, try and TRY AGAIN until you reach the top.

If you stop trying, you can't go further.

Nick Vujicic can make it, why can't you???

P.S.: To myself, never give up. :)

Stay happy.

Sick

I LOST MY PURSE AGAIN.

Others learn from mistake, and me, keep on repeating the same mistake over and over again.

What the hell.

Am i really that careless??

I'm really sick of my behaviour now.

Hate it.

Can i have someone by my side and remind me all the time about everything??

Or just someone to slap me whenever i'm gonna repeat the same mistake all over again?

Just, someone, slap me. As hard as possible.

I went out with them today. I smiled and acted so happily in front of them. In fact, I'm really sad today. I'm really getting bored of me, doing the same mistake. Worrying the same thing, over and over again. I'm sorry, if i showed faces on you guys at the end of the day. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I'm just so frustrated and mad about myself. How could i lost my purse once again, in the same place??!

I really wanted to change. I don't wanna be this careless and blur anymore. I know i said this many times, but, this time, I really mean it. I don't wanna be like this anymore. Felt so useless. Hate myself.

P.S: Slap me, and you'll be rewarded.

坚强

我以为我一直以来都很坚强了。
我以为我能把不开心的都忘了。
我以为，只要笑，什么不开心的都能忘了。
我以为。

为什么？？
:'(

P.S.: Don't worry about me.
Will be as happy as usual tomorrow.
:)
Just let me emo for one single day.

Woohoooo~!

It'll be our last paper tomorrow for this mid-term.

ALLTHE BEST, EVERYONE!!!

Especially, to those who are close to me..)

After this paper, let's party with all the energy we got!!! :D

P.S.: To a friend that birthday tomorrow,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :)

Precious memories

Close my eyes, i saw myself waking up in my B204 room. First thing i do after i prepare my stuff, i went B201. I saw Perline, watching drama on her desk; Y-mun, sleeping on Perline's bed; Seryn, hugging her big pillow talking to Perline. I went in, chat with those awake. We planned to lunch with the guys in TBR. At 1pm, Daniel text us and told us the guys downstairs block B already. We went to meet them downstairs few minutes later. Guys grumbling about the girls being late, as usual. We walked out the long way from the hostel to TBR. We chit-chat all the way and fooling around with everyone. On the way to TBR, Y-mun jumped, when she saw cat; Josephine jumped, when she saw rat; I jumped, when i saw cockroaches. Reach TBR, i ordered the dried pan mee. Desmond said i eat the same thing over and over again. In my mind, i was recalling when Desmond ate the pan mee and get "cirit-birit" for few days, and Daniel has to take care of him, while Y-mun cooked a "over-cooked porridege". After lunch, we went Orange to online for 3 hours. In the CC, the guys was shouting-out-loud while playing games. *Vulgar words in the air* After online, went pool for an hour. Went back hostel to rest for few hours. Dinner time. PKW fetched all of us to Wangsa Maju. We ate the mixed rice that opened recently. After dinner, went Jusco to get some daily products. After shopping in Jusco, we went back. We continue chitchatting in the middle of the road below block B. laugh so loud that even the third floor heard us. 3am, everyone leaves to bed.

It's my daily routine in TARC for one and a half year. It might be boring, as we repeat the routine over and over again, but it will be one of my MOST PRECIOUS MEMORY in my life. With them, i won't expect more. Because they understand me.

Because we're living together. Because we're one big family from different states. I miss them. Seriously. I'll do everything, to reverse the time back to one year before, and let me record down every single bit of detail of them.

It is more than half a year past, whenever i saw their picture, their updates in facebook, it makes me miss them so so much. I wish to see them all now. :)

The guys.

The girls.

Us.

The big FAMILY.

P.S.: Hope all of you guys can see this post. Miss ya. :)