Hope everything will be fine.

Grandma is hospitalized twice in this week. I hope she'll be fine. I'm really REALLY worried when mum called me and told me what happened yesterday. and i think that she's keeping part of the truth from me, cuz i'm having my trial right now. it was the water accumulate in her lungs and now having infection. i really hope that she'll be ok.. *cross my finger*
All in all, i LOVE you, grandma, i don't want anything happen to you..

I'm Back!!

well, just wanted to say that the old me is back.. =)
all things are settled, i guess.
at least, u guys don't need to worry about me anymore.
=)

What happened to me?

I'm not the old me anymore. I realised.

I don't laugh because i'm happy; but to let people thought that i'm alright.

Whenever i am alone, all those feelings come crushing me, im suffocating.

That's why, i hate to be alone recently. Unlike the past, im was fine with loneliness.

What happened to you? This is what i heard from my friends.

I'm ok.

I really do.

I thought that i pretended very well, and yet some of my close friends still notice it. They said i've been different lately.

I'm sorry for not telling all of you the truth.

But, please, don't worry. I won't kill meself, or what. ==

=)

P.S. I hope everything would be the same as the past, sooner or later. and i'll be fine. =)