What happened to me?

I'm not the old me anymore. I realised.

I don't laugh because i'm happy; but to let people thought that i'm alright.

Whenever i am alone, all those feelings come crushing me, im suffocating.

That's why, i hate to be alone recently. Unlike the past, im was fine with loneliness.

What happened to you? This is what i heard from my friends.

I'm ok.

I really do.

I thought that i pretended very well, and yet some of my close friends still notice it. They said i've been different lately.

I'm sorry for not telling all of you the truth.

But, please, don't worry. I won't kill meself, or what. ==

=)

P.S. I hope everything would be the same as the past, sooner or later. and i'll be fine. =)