Biggest Surprise: No Eye See!

6/7 years back:

The moment I saw this picture, I literally have my jaw dropped to the floor. Nose shoot blood. Look at me!!!!! The super thin girl on your right! Now I know I have thin moments too, lol. Omg, wtf happen to me in recent years??!!! How come instead of growing taller, I grew sideways??!!!

I really can't take it and I thought it's angle problem for this picture, so I went on to scroll to other pictures a old friend of mine posted. Omfg, all pictures also the same!! Wth I seriously couldn't take it. Tomorrow onwards, I'm gonna eat less, eat less and eat lesser!! *determined* 

I really couldn't accept it lahh, I was even thinner than Shumin in the pic wtf. OMG. I sent this picture to Yvonne and she kept laughing at me too :'( WTF i should go bang wall to squash out all my fats or cut off all of 'em soon!! *faint* 

Fats, I'm gonna get rid of you one day!! GAHHH. I should have been studying all night but haven't even read a word and it's now 12.20am wtf.

Blogged.

I've been refraining myself to blog recently, so much things awaiting for me to complete. And finally I have a short leisure time before I start preparing my midterm law test later, I thought I would have post about my new year's resolution. 

But, that'll take up too much of my time posting about that. 

So, I'll talk about last night. I'm actually very unhappy last night during a friend's birthday celebration, I know I shouldn't feel so as it was my BFF in uni celebrating her last birthday with us, in Cyberjaya. Well the reason of me being sad, is of course I'm thinking too much AGAIN, reminiscence about what we did last year, who still with me last year, etc etc. It's just a year, but everything has changed. But I'm very surprised thou. It's either my acting skill went from poor to pro or they didn't notice me, no one actually realized that I'm unhappy. I need a talk, so I went chatting with J whole night about how I felt. She must've feel that I'm very annoying now 'cz even me myself hated myself for being so annoying and stubborn. 

Gah.

No mood for everything, ciao.