Emo?

Friends have been saying my blog is full of emo post. Well, i really didn't notice about it before they told me. So, I'm gonna write something to "cheer" my blog and readers up!!! :)

Well, before that, about my previous emo post. To them, I'm sorry for making you guys disappointed. I won't feel that way anymore. I know you guys is just joking. And eventho you're not, i know you say that because you're close to me, you want me to change for good. I'm sorry for everything. Friends? :)

OK, back to the "happy" mood. hmm, i don't really know what to write in a happy tone. LOL. *awkwardness in the air...*

Hmmm!! i thought of one funny thing that happened this morning. During breakfast, my mum asked me whether i have a boyfriend or not. And of course, i told her i don't. But, she just don't believe in what i said, she said i sure go meet bf in campus everyday, or not how come i go library every single day. and i was like... O__O|| hello..? i'm having finals this week. LOL. so she continued happily and ask me to bring "him" back to see her. which him i'm suppose to bring to her? MR. library, perhaps. HAHA! What a cute mum i have. haha. :)

Hmmm. What to talk about. Well, i'm happy recently. Satisfied. Main reason? Well, there's no reason for me to be sad over anything, i guess. And yeahh, I'd got over about something. Something that i wanted to forget for long time. I guess, I've forget about it already. Yeah, congrates to me. :)

So, is this consider as a happy post? I don't think so. Haha, i'll try posting more happy post instead of emo one next time =)

P.S.: All the best to everyone i know that having finals.

Good luck.

To myself too.

=)

Sorry

Sorry.

I just hope to have someone to talk to.

I just hope to have someone to tell me everything's alright.

Besides sorry, its still a sorry. :(

P.S.: Sometimes, I'm just tired of pretending i'm fine.

Sorry for being emo these days.

Useless

Now i know, in their view, i'm that useless. I knew they were joking, but it's kinda hurt my feeling when they say that. Imagine that you've been putting some affords in something, and everything is blown out because of one single sentence, one single joke. "aiya, she can't do it one laaa. " or "are you sure you're doing it? i bet you just stand there while other people did it for you." To them, i'm sorry if i didn't tell the truth in front of you.

P.S.: it's part of my fault that people say that to me, i know.

But, can't i improve?

I SMURF you

Watched THE SMURF this morning with the girls.


It's a so-so movie for me, but ya, funny. :)

Well, if you're following my blog, you'll know that my grandmother moved out to penang few months ago. It's been weeks I've complain to my mum about the cancellation of our penang trip. The main purpose of that trip is to celebrate my grandmother's birthday. But due to RAYA season, and the families were afraid of that stupid TRAFFIC JAM, they canceled the trip. I was like, so damn disappointed the moment my mum told me that we're not going to visit grandmother this year. I miss her so much, the one who spend nights sleeping beside me; the one who i often complain that her snore is too loud and yet i miss her snore during the nights; the one who nags me alot about almost everything i do; the one i love.
Well, past few days, grandma called back and talked to each and everyone of us. While i was talking with her, brother was waiting impatiently beside me, wanted to talk to her and hear her voice. Everyone miss her so much. She told me she gone fatter as penang has many delicious food. Well, I'm gonna ask my cousin sister to take a photo of her and tag me in facebook. xD i told her i wanna see how fat she grew. Haha. :D After i passed that phone call to my brother, there's an urge for me to cry; there's an urge for me take my money and escape to Penang; there's an urge for me to see her immediately. My ex-classmate, the SN10Rians, told me that they're going to Penang as a class trip for this year. The first thing come into my mind was, to meet grandma one of the day. So, for now, all i hope is that i can go to this coming trip, not only just to meet and have fun with the class, but also meet my sweetheart grandma.

Last but not least, i smurfing love you, grandma!!

P.S.: I knew something and i'm happy with it
:)