It's not that i don't care

often, my friends used to ask me, "why don't you miss your house, your family? why don't u go back your house every weekends, since it's so near? "
they thought i had family problems. ==
well, it's not that i don't care for my family or what. it's just that whenever i went back, the urge to stay is so massive. Living under the protection of my parents and my brother, having delicious food everyday, making me wanted to stay for few more days..
so, it's not that i don't care for them.. =)
P.S. mom, dad, bro, ama, I LOVE YOU!!!!

To one of my dear, Teng.

Soo Teng:

Hey, i'm so so sorry that i cant go for your farewell later. i'm having a family dinner, i cant join u guys to the club. (well, practically i'm not sure whether the plan still on like they told me) Hope u guys enjoy yourself...!! Hmmm.. I really hope that there's a gathering + farewell next week, or not, i won't be able to see you in few years time i think. unless, you come back to malaysia. =)

Since, you're going to Taiwan, i hope that you'll take good care of yourself and be happy there. enjoy the life over there and take much much photo for us to see.. heeee.. =)

er.. remember how we met? well, sometimes i really hope that time can be reverse. so that we can go back to the past and undo things we've done. i believe in the past, i did something really bad that might hurt u. i'm so sorry for that. so, haha, i hope to remove that memory from u. =) so, just forget all the unhappy things here in malaysia and bring all the joyful memory to taiwan.

hmm.. i think that's all for now, i'll leave you some comment in facebook whenever i think of you.. =) haha.. miss ya..

xoxoxo

P.S: hope you see this before you left. =)

I Hate This Part Right Here...

Hmm.. is my way of treating my friends wrong??

Since primary, when i was close with this group of friend, the other group will kind of mad of me.

Since secondary, my 'bk' friends used to say i cared for my 'sunway' friends more than them.

And NOW, in college, my classmate will think that i care for my hostel gang more than them.

EVEN at home, my mum will always nag me that i care for my friends more than family.

What happen to me and them?

Why can't i both side standing by me?

its kind of frustrating when someone say that to me.

now, even my 'used-to-be' best friend forever, thought that i more appreciate the friends i have now in college compares to them.

I've been told by someone that i really appreciate my friends but in a wrong way. is that true? am i doing it all in the wrong way all this while? can i fix it?

Happy CNY

Hey everyone, Happy CNY!!! May all of you have a prosperous year and happy always~

Like years before, i went to my aunt house to have reunion dinner. these were some pic on that day:

Hmm.. there's few things i wanna drop down here cuz i forgotten to write bout it in my last blog. =) few weeks back i think, we celebrated Desmond and Daniels's birthday. well, it was quite memorable since we let both of them play games like treasure hunt before finding all of us. =) we started with perline's room. and we left a note on her door. there's a quite stupid thing that we insist them to do in that small note. its like reading out loud some funny word. haha. after that they went yijing, suyong, josephine and lastly my room. well, we were quite hyper that night. haha. im glad everyone enjoyed that night. haha. it was a blast!! now, let the photo bring you back to that night. =) enjoy~

k.. i think that's all for now. signing off.....

P.S.: saw a meteor star few days ago. and made a wish. now, hoping it will come true.

xoxo

Random.

It's been a long time since i last log in here. (well, at least for me it's long) Quite a lot of things happened recently. first of all, *drum rolls* my test 4 officially ended 45 mins ago. =) although i didn't put in as much effort as i did in the past exams, but im really satisfy with my results. (although its not that good laar..) The next thing is, unconciously, i've be a MOTHER of 3/4. LOL. Hmm.. comes to the third, i'm really SORRY to this one person. I don't know how things turns out to be like this, but since we can't fix it, we better leave it in the way it is. =)

Anyway, sad things will passed sooner or later. so, lets talk about something more cheerful. =) HAHA... im going to swim later on AGAIN. ^^v


well, this is not my college's pool, but it's almost the same. =)

**well, we planned a BBQ party in one of my cute friend's house. and i really hope that everything will be perfect on that day. (although i cant confirm whether i can go anot laa..)

****To my beloved classmate, i'm really really sorry that i can't go to the CNY dinner. Well, eventhough u guys have lowered the value of dinner, but it still quite expensive for me. i'm sorry. + am i forgiven?