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July 30, 2013

TRAVEL By Books

They said picture's worth a thousand words, but I think book's worth a thousand pictures.
I love the moment when this moment you're reading a book, and next you realized you're actually in the book! It's a good practice of putting yourself in other shoes, to be able to think in other's perception.
When you read a very good book, don't you ever stop and "Whoaa..!" and then continue reading?
I did. When move towards the end of the story, I'll slow down the speed of reading as it mean that the story is coming to an end and I'm still not ready to let it go and read another book yet. Just like I'm not ready to let go and start a new life now.
I love the feeling of indulging into a book, or a story of someone else.
At least I've got to escape what we called "The Reality".
So, I've found a way to have my own escape from stuff.


P.S.: Getting better.

July 23, 2013

Baby, It Was Only A Dream

Time to wake up, Joann!
Sometimes I wish that someone's here to slap me hard.
I just can't stop making the same foolish mistake over and over again.


P.S.: It was just a dream.

July 14, 2013

Untitled

I am thinking too much, again. 
It's life, I've got to learn to cope with it. 
But I just can't stop thinking back. 
I just can't do it like the way you've done, totally and completely letting go of the past. 
I just.. can't. 
I've tried, but it's hurt.

Went to their house to overnight last night. 
The moment I stepped into the house, those memories came flooding in., like tsunami. 
Your stuff are gone now, but those scent, those memories, are still here, deep down in my heart. 
It still made me think of a lot of stuff we used to do and the way we used to talk. 
It's hard to act like I'm alright. 
I tried my best to act like I'm alright when I'm in the room with the girls.
But I ended up crying, in front of her.
I really hate to show the sad part of me to others, I hate to have someone worry about me.  
I'm sorry for ruining our perfect sleepover. 
I thought I could just control myself, but..
I've tried, but it's hard. 

I just don't know how to cope with the life this way. 

"And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain"
--Untitled, Simple Plan

P.S.: Time will make things fade, 
she said. 
But, I'm afraid. 

July 1, 2013

Oh, Isn't He Perfect?

Guys with British accent, sexyy. :)
Perfect.
Klaus, from The Vampire Diaries.


Look at the eyes. 
Gosh!! 
*melt*


*faint* 


I fancy you, love. 
(I love all the terms he used. :) 

P.S.: Posted too much emo posts lately. 
It's time to flush away all those negative thoughts and add in positive ones.
:) 
I'll be strong and learn to let go. 
(Like what chicken cheong said)