FANTABULOUS News

Oh, I forgotten to update a super duper extreme good news!
I won a pair of tickets to the rockzone of CNBLUE CAN'T STOP MALAYSIA TOUR!!
I can finally see CNBlue in flesh tomorrow night!!!
I can finally see them without a screen in between us!!!!
I can finally dance and sing with them live!!!!!
I can finally breathe the same air with them!!!!!!
And with the rockzone tickets, they're just right infront of me!!!!
I can finally meet Yong Hwa.
I can finally meet Minhyuk.
I can finally meet Jungshin.
I can finally meet Jonghyun.
My goodness, all of these, feels so surreal.
Oh God, please don't tell me tomorrow when I wake up, it's only a dream again for me.
IMSOEXCITEDTHATICOULDDOANYTHINGRIGHTNOW.icouldlickyourfeet.nahimjustjoking.

It'll be my very first concert that I attend. And I'm glad that CNBlue be my first. :)
Oh, tomorrow weather, please don't be too sunny, and please don't rain!

I'll see you tomorrow, Yonghwa! :')

P.S.: I finally got to meet my Leeshin (Yonghwa).

:)

Thanks God, for answering my prayers.

Thanks for granting my wish.

Something off-topic:

Don't you think letters end with "Yours" or "Truly Yours" is romantic?

Truly Yours.

Lucky One

I'm always the lucky one.
Sometimes, something that was not supposed to be mine, miraculously ended up in my hands.
For something I wanted badly, I'll always tried my best to get it. Eventhough it doesn't seems belong to me.
And most of the time, I ended up feeling guilty for getting it.
Friends, love, gifts, and now concert tickets.
"Who am I to get such a wonderful friend, or love, or even gifts?"
Sometimes, sometimes this thought haunts me.

Best Day / Worst Day

Read a novel lately. "Looking for Alaska" by John Green.
There's this mini drinking game of the characters, talking about their best day and worst day of their life.

So I thought, what is my best and worst day of my life?

Frankly speaking, I had a lot of good days and bad days.
But, the best day that I've been through I guess is when I'm with my animal gang in TARC.
Well the best day of my life is just a normal schooling day in TARC. After class, I'd spent the afternoon with the girls chitchatting in the room, wash clothes together, and wait for dinner with all other animals. Then, meeting up the guys at ground floor. Waiting for the slowest Daniel to arrive. Walking to TBR for dinner through the long walkway from hostel to the main road, chitchatting and non-stop laughing. After dinner, we'll continue chatting at ground floor of the girl's hostel. We talked about the greatest inventions on earth, til the lamest topics on earth. Then we walk to TBR again for supper til and continue chat til the morning. If I could describe the animal gang in other words, "talking machine" will best fit the gang! I could talk all-day long without having any pause. Even we're all separated in different ways, we still talk non-stop on every topic once we meet. I guess, those days were the best days of my life. If time machine exist, I guess I would pay everything just to get back to those days.

Worst day?
Bad results, fell down, embarrassing moments, quarrelled with parents, fights with friends, breakups, etc. Nahh, none of them considered as the worst day. Just like Hazel Grace, she saved her 10th level of pain on the day Augustus died. I'm saving my worst day too. And I certainly hope that this day wouldn't come so fast, or never reach me.

Recommendation: 

The other good book from John Green apart from TFIOS. 

(DAMN NICE)

P.S.: I really wanna go to CSMY badly.

:( 

I've put alooot of effort in it.

I've tried alooot of ways.

*sigh* 

Why am I so poor?