It's not that i don't care

often, my friends used to ask me, "why don't you miss your house, your family? why don't u go back your house every weekends, since it's so near? "
they thought i had family problems. ==
well, it's not that i don't care for my family or what. it's just that whenever i went back, the urge to stay is so massive. Living under the protection of my parents and my brother, having delicious food everyday, making me wanted to stay for few more days..
so, it's not that i don't care for them.. =)
P.S. mom, dad, bro, ama, I LOVE YOU!!!!

To one of my dear, Teng.

Soo Teng:

Hey, i'm so so sorry that i cant go for your farewell later. i'm having a family dinner, i cant join u guys to the club. (well, practically i'm not sure whether the plan still on like they told me) Hope u guys enjoy yourself...!! Hmmm.. I really hope that there's a gathering + farewell next week, or not, i won't be able to see you in few years time i think. unless, you come back to malaysia. =)

Since, you're going to Taiwan, i hope that you'll take good care of yourself and be happy there. enjoy the life over there and take much much photo for us to see.. heeee.. =)

er.. remember how we met? well, sometimes i really hope that time can be reverse. so that we can go back to the past and undo things we've done. i believe in the past, i did something really bad that might hurt u. i'm so sorry for that. so, haha, i hope to remove that memory from u. =) so, just forget all the unhappy things here in malaysia and bring all the joyful memory to taiwan.

hmm.. i think that's all for now, i'll leave you some comment in facebook whenever i think of you.. =) haha.. miss ya..

xoxoxo

P.S: hope you see this before you left. =)

I Hate This Part Right Here...

Hmm.. is my way of treating my friends wrong??

Since primary, when i was close with this group of friend, the other group will kind of mad of me.

Since secondary, my 'bk' friends used to say i cared for my 'sunway' friends more than them.

And NOW, in college, my classmate will think that i care for my hostel gang more than them.

EVEN at home, my mum will always nag me that i care for my friends more than family.

What happen to me and them?

Why can't i both side standing by me?

its kind of frustrating when someone say that to me.

now, even my 'used-to-be' best friend forever, thought that i more appreciate the friends i have now in college compares to them.

I've been told by someone that i really appreciate my friends but in a wrong way. is that true? am i doing it all in the wrong way all this while? can i fix it?