If you've been following my blog, you'll know i love my grandmother a.k.a my a-ma. She's 82 this year. if i'm not mistaken. she stay with my family and sleeps in the same room with me since i young. and recently, i found out this "awful-ness" of my family members. A-ma is getting older, and she needs to go to the hospital once every two or three weeks. and every family member keeps on pushing this responsible away. and my mum keeps on mumbling in front of my a-ma. Couldn't she think that this will hurt my a-ma??!! everyone seems like pushing her away, and all my a-ma did was just keeps quite and put everything in her heart. well,by looking at her this way, it hurt my heart. i love her. i want to fetch her to hospital every once in few weeks time.
if i have a car. if i don't have class during weekdays. IF. yeah, so after all the conflict, my mum decided to sent my a-ma back to penang. this weekend, when i'm in the hostel in mmu. well, i didn't tell them what i feel. and how much i'm not willing her to go penang. cz, if she goes penang, means i can only see her once in a year or two. but, there're no choice left but sending her back. haihz.
Next:
Past few days, someone asked me whether this person still in my min
d or not, after all this while. I told her, if i didn't see him, i won't think of him. well, to this "her", you know who you are. =) well, after she asked me, i've been thinking whether am i still thinking about this person? am i still missing him? hmm. to be honest, i haven't completely forget about this person yet. yeah, i still miss this person. i tried to forget, i tried. but now, i learnt, i won't force myself to do such thing anymore. i allow myself to think of this person, once in a while. bit by bit, i'll find someone to miss and someone to love. so, befor
e that, let's just keep in this situation. :)
P.S.: Tell them how you feel before it's too late. I love you, all my friends and family.
