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March 15, 2014

Time Flies

Tomorrow will be the last day of my semester break. Then I'll start my final year final semester in MMU. 
Time flies, so damn fast. 
It felt like I just started my semester break and yet tomorrow is the last day of the break. 
:( 
Semester break is never enough. It is never too long. 

So, I got my results on the day of my getaway to Langkawi. Guess what, the moment I've logged in to the system and with my trembling fingers I keyed in my ID and password. Took several deep breathes before I clicked into the "Achievement" page. The result for this semester means a lot to me, because it decides whether I need to return RM48,000 loan or not. So I prayed to the God, to give me a less than 0.02 drop in my CGPA. 

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Miraculously, I didn't drop my CGPA and I increased it!!! I got a very very good result, in my opinion. 'Cause I f*cked up the last paper, I thought I will fail the paper. (I done the last question that costed me 20marks completely wrong) But ended up still getting an A for it, I guess the lecturer marked really loose or I'm really really lucky, ha! The moment I checked my result and made sure that  didn't see wrongly, I shouted and danced and screamed and hugged and smiled and laughed like a mad person in my friend's room. Thank God, so much so much for blessing me with a good result. I'll maintain it, I promise. I'm so so close to RM48,000 now. Just one last semester!! 

Then, with a happy and light heart, I went traveling to Langkawi. =) Next blog post will be the pictures of my trip. :) 


P.S.: Perfect happiness,
perfect friends,
perfect trip!

Had my first drunk moment in Langkawi.
Near-to-drunk experience, to be precise.
It's fun.
:)  

March 9, 2014

Before It's Too Late

"MH370 is yet to be found." - 32 hours later.

It's been 32 hours and the missing plane is yet to be found. How can a plane just vanished in the air, just like this? Is the people still alive? Where is the plane? Is it really crashed in the sea? Rumours spread, all over the net. We don't even know which is the real news and which is the fake. Countries like the US, Vietnam, China, etc assisted in the mission of locating the plane. Families are devastated. People all around the world were praying, grabbing remote controls, switching channels for news that reported latest news, non-stop refreshing pages to know the current status of the search. And of course, there are some douchebags who make jokes on the incident. (I guess their life is far too boring that leads them to crave for attention)

People comes and goes. You'll never know which goodbye is the last. You'll never know when is your last goodbye. Make everyday counts. Confess to everyone you love: your parents, siblings, friends, lover, even pets, before it's too late. Leave no regrets around.

Let's just pray, for everyone we love, for everyone we met, and for everyone on the plane.

May I be free from danger, 
May I be free from mental suffering, 
May I be free from physical suffering, 
May I be well and happy always. 

May my parents be free from danger, 
May my parents be free from mental suffering, 
May my parents be free from physical suffering, 
May my parents be well and happy always. 

May my brother be free from danger, 
May my brother be free from mental suffering, 
May my brother be free from physical suffering, 
May my brother be well and happy always. 

May my friends be free from danger, 
May my friends be free from mental suffering, 
May my friends be free from physical suffering, 
May my friends be well and happy always. 

May he be free from danger, 
May he be free from mental suffering, 
May he be free from physical suffering, 
May he be well and happy always. 

May everyone I met be free from danger, 
May everyone I met be free from mental suffering, 
May everyone I met be free from physical suffering, 
May everyone I met be well and happy always. 

May everyone on the plane be free from danger, 
May everyone on the plane be free from mental suffering, 
May everyone on the plane be free from physical suffering, 
May everyone on the plane be well and happy always. 

Sadhu! Sadhu! Sadhu! 




P.S.: Like what they said in HongKong drama,
"no news means good news".
Pray for MH370. 
Hope. 



March 4, 2014

Day with Button


I always wanted a dog at home. For years I've been asking for it and my mum doesn't allow.
Miraculously, this year, my mum allowed me to rear one!
So I brought her home 2 days back. 
My brother and I spent a lot of time in thinking a name for her. 
Simply because we fell in love with her, even before we meet her face-to-face. 
Big thanks to Chadwick for allowing us to adopt his puppy. :)



So, we named her Button. 
We've been so excited for her arrival. And worry at the same time.
For Button being our very first puppy in the family. 



First day was tough. 
To be honest. 
She was so afraid, in the new surrounding. 
Brought her to vet, and saw her trembling all over. 
Felt so heartsick, by just looking at her feeling so afraid. 


Night time was a nightmare. 
She kept waking up every single hour and whine. 
But I'm more than willing to accompany here in her crate.
Til she fell asleep.
I never felt so committed in my life, FYI. 
I love her, I realized.
Eventhough I just spent a day with her.
Looking at her falling asleep, I couldn't resist but take pictures of her.
We even made a handmade bed and toy for her!



But the first night, we faced pee-poo problem. 
Most probably because she's still don't feel safe in the new environment.
I couldn't remember how many websites I gone through, 
just to learn to let it poop. 
I've even joined several Yahoo Group for new owner of puppies. 
Just to learn and try to be a good owner. 


Vividly I remembered, that this morning when the moment she pooped. 
Everyone was so happy for her that she finally pooped. 
They said a puppy will normally poop for 3-4 times per day. 
And yet, Button hasn't poop once yesterday. 
So, we were really happy for her.



She definitely sleep a lot. 
Play for 30min and sleep for an hour or two. 
Like a baby pig. 
Adorable huh?
=)


This was taken the moment she just woke up. 
I think she loves her handmade toy-toy since she'll bite it whenever she sleep. =)



But the ownership of Button with our family, 
only lasted for 2 days. 
I don't know what I could do to avoid her being send home. 
Except crying. 
I already miss her, eventhough she's still at my house.
Soundly asleep. 
I cried. My heart sank. 
I guess, this is the hardest time I've cried after.... 
watching "Love from the Star". (No choice, Imma cry baby)



Why do I have to send her away after only two days?
My family couldn't take it, I guess. 
They're sick. 
Mum's sick. 



I've tried to argue with them. 
To gain the access control of Button. 
But, overheard my mum vomiting in the washroom.
I have no choice but to send her away. 
Maybe mum's sensitive to her. 



I have no choice. 
I'm sorry, Little Button. 
You know I love you. 


Maybe you'll be happier, when you're back to your mum. 
Maybe you'll forget me within half a day, after you're back to your mum. 
I'll miss you. 

Please faster wake up. and let me play with you for the last half day.
We gonna send her back tomorrow morning. 
I'm sorry Lil Button. 
Thanks for letting me try to be a owner. 

P.S.: I'll miss you.
A lot. 
A lot. 
='(