公公，我想您了

公公，我想您了。
离开我们将近13年了，您现在过的好吗？
偶尔跟爸爸妈妈和弟弟聊起您时，还是会很想很想您。

P.S.: It's good to go back in time and have a good laugh.

Those days, we're so innocent and stress-free.

How good, if we have a time machine.

Then we have enough time to rush back and see my grandpa for the last time.

We didn't even have the chance to say goodbye to him.

:'(

Some People Are Meant To Teach You A Lesson.

Went for lunch with colleagues, and guess what, I laughed my tears off. 

It's fun to have colleagues that loves to joke and being crazy as me. 

I really cheer me up a lot, thanks to them. :) 

I'll be alright soon, i can feel it. 

Just as what my umbrella said: "Be honest to yourself."

So, I'm just gonna admit that I'm not fine now, 

but, I know, soon I'll be alright,

since I have so much wonderful friends around me :) 

P.S.: To you,

I won't say that I'm sure I can be back as friend like we used to be,

but.. I'll try.

Sorry for finding you so randomly even now,

I know by sooner or later you gonna think I'm annoying enough

and gonna ignore me soon.

Sorry.

I won't anymore.

And I won't think too much anymore.

The Reply for the Umbrella

Thanks for being my umbrella.

You know how much I love you (all of you). 

The moment when I saw the message on your blog, I cried. 

Too touched. 

(Or maybe my tears shed too easily) 

Thanks a lot, you know. 

For everything. 

The talks, the once in a while's smile, the umbrella, everything. 

It mean a lot to me. 

You mean a lot to me too (of course + those animals laa - in case they see this post)

P.S: "I thought I told you that I'm proud of you, not for anything,

but for you being honest to yourself"

I'll try to be honest to myself from now on.

:)