Dream

Neither your photos nor your voice records were in my current phone. 

No more contacts made since then. 

No more messages, no more calls. 

No more everything. 

It felt like everything never actually happened before, 

and all that I thought happened was just a dream, that never even existed before. 

I know I'm not somebody to you anymore. 

It's just that.. 

Arghh, I don't know how to describe my feeling anymore. 

I got really emotional after I chat with her every time. 

I guess she just reminded me the truth, about.. everything.

P.S.: I'm just being emotional for this one day.

I'll be alright tomorrow.

I'll be alright. 

Am I being forgotten?

Why am I deleted? 

Christmas, Christmas!

Christmas used to be the season that I loved the most since I was a kid. 

But this year.. 

I hope it didn't come so fast, not because I didn't love Christmas anymore, but my appointment with the hospital falls on the next day. 

Should I go for the surgery or not? 

:( 

Stranger

“It’s just so strange. You used to love me, and now you’re a stranger who happens to know all of my secrets.”

--Clementine von Radics

Dear "Stranger":

I'm gonna take action to text you, or call you (if necessary). 

I'm gonna take action to talk to you when we meet. 

Simply not because I'm afraid of losing you as my love, but losing you as my friend. 

It's hard to get someone that understand you so well, I don't wanna lose you and I certainly hope that we could be good friends again.
=)
I know I might not be able to act or talk to you as it used to be now, but please help me. I believe that one day later, we're back to normal, as friends.

P.S.: Thanks her for talking with me whole night.

I'm perfectly fine now.

=)