Is this what I really want?

I don't know. 

I feel lost. 

I enjoy what I'm currently doing, 

but I can't see my future doing this job for long-term. 

Don't get me wrong. 

I love my work now, not because of the job, 

but because of the colleagues around me. 

I need a job that I enjoy working, 

because of the job, 

and the colleagues around me. 

P.S.: And most probably a job less overtime needed. 

I've been working from 8.30am to 8.30pm daily,

without OT being paid! 

:/