CHRiSTMaS EvE.

Hmmmm.. It's CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!
Can you smell the sense of Christmas is approaching??
Can you smell it????
Do your place snow now?
I swear, in one Christmas of my life, I'll go some place where real snow falls.
*finger-crossed*
I've always have this little fantasy about Christmas.
I'm 20, but i still believe in the existence of Santa, elf, faries, etc.
Too fairy tale huh?
I just wish that someone there to grant my wishes;
someone there to help me through some bad times.
I've always looked forward for Christmas,
but ends up celebrating alone or with the tv.
==
at least, this year,
i have a little different celebration.
=)
Tomorrow. Christmas.

P.S.: This might be the last Christmas all of us have,
(if you believe in 2012)
appreciate it.
Have a merry merry Christmas in 2011!!

SORRY

It's only been 2 weeks i didn't update my little bloggie, but it felt like almost a month without touching it. Urgh, the urge to blog comes flush through me every single day when i see or come across with something special.

There's something I would like to tell to this person here, eventhough I'm not very sure that she's gonna see this or not. XX, I'm SORRY. I don't know what to say besides sorry. I can't figure out any good way to repay you since you rejected my idea of returning the same thing to you. Guilty, was all i can say, when i looked at you. I know, even you said it's ok, you'll forgive me, but my heart just won't let me pass this way. Can you just let me know, what kind of repay, you would like to expect from me? at least, i can do something for you. It looked like we're fine now, but.. I can't just let things go. You guys know that i used to think-too-much about everything. I just can't, like, hey i'm sorry, that's all and go act like nothing happened. I really can't. I'm sorry. Please, at least tell us how or what you want? even as a christmas gift?

If any of you was wondering what serious thing i did to this friend, i lost her mp3. :(

P.S.: Everyone is having mid-term now.
So,
ALL THE BEST ya.
=)

不知道

有些事情，“不知道” 比 “知道” 更好受。

I just don't know why mind about it.
Please, my "think-too-much" attitude,
please stay away from me!!