The sky isn't always blue. The sun doesn't always shine. It's okay to fall apart sometimes.

It's a freezing day today, the sun peeking intermittently through thick white clouds in the morning.
And now it's drizzling softly, as if the God is crying softly.
The 3 weeks semester break is almost over now, and i had one of the lamest weeks in my life.
Not to blame fully on the bee that stung on me previously, i was also me myself who shut everyone out of my life. I guess.
"MIA again, bitch?" "Where did you disappear to, this time?"
Questions, questions, questions they held on me.
Sometimes, it just felt like being alone, or stay at home not going anywhere.
Especially in these rainy days, where you could hide whole day in bed to read a novel or indulge in a drama series.
This is me, during this semester break, sinking my teeth almost 24/7 in the drama series. Pretty Little Liars.
Mystery. Love. Murder. Suspense.
Those suspense they portrayed in PLL, makes you so addicted to it that you'll be thinking about it even when not watching the drama. Who kills Alison? Who is A? Loads of mystery are waited to be solved.
Hmm.. I was complaining about how boring the semester break was, as i didn't really meet up with any of my friends, except for the trip. Thinking about it, I'm actually living in Rosewood during this semester break. HAHA, i know i know, i'm way to over about it now. Just that, why do they use 2 months to come up with a new episode??!!!! it's so damn long!!! 5 days more and the new episode is here. But, the next episode, when will it release? It took them 2 months from August to 5 days later to produce one episode. *sigh* can you release faster?

"I'm still here bitches, and I know everything" 
                                                                      -A 

**Hanna**Emily**Spencer**Aria**

Muahhh ℒℴѵℯ =)

My phone wallpaper ♥

Ezria 

Alright, enough with the PLL fever for now. HAHA, my friend (Yvonne) will think I'm crazy dy if I continue talking about PLL. xD (Yvonne, don't get too shock to see your name here) HAHA! 

Signing off..

P.S.: Can't MMU system be improved? 

Students facing the SAME STUPID PROBLEM over and over again.

*Sigh*

Results

Abnormal heartbeats rhythm.
(Dup Dup Dup DupdupdupDUPDUDPUDPDUDPDUPDUDPDUPDUPDUPUPDUPDUPDUP. )
Sweaty palms.
Shaky legs.
Breathe in hard.
Breathe out harder.
And it repeats.
This happens every single time during the moment my exam result is out.
It takes a huge courage even for me to click on the "Achievement" button.
All the hard works and stay up lates, will show in the result,
whether it worth that much effort or not.
Some people out there has started to feel happy and cheering and showing off their results in their facebook status. And some people like me, still have the "O_O" look on.
WHY IS THE RESULT SO BAD?! =(
I know, its way better than my expectations, but still, it dropped semester by semester.
Looking the grade from a beautiful grade to now; a grade that I would just throw it in the bin.
Now, and now its near the border, the border of dropping off.
What happened to me?
I vowed to study hard this semester; I vowed to pull up the grades this semester.
But then stupid study mood just isn't there for me whenever I need to study.
I know, I know, some of you might think that I'm just being stupid for thinking about the slight drop.
"Aiyaaa, you won't drop that much one lahhh" "aiyaaaa, you sure cheat us oneeee"
But i still mind.

And now, I'm writing this feeling, this STUPID DISAPPOINTMENT out in this post, so that in the future semester, when my study mood is gone when I needed it, I can refer back to this post.
Where I can recall back how hurt, how disappointed and how sad I am during this one moment!
AND YES, I'M REALLY DISAPPOINTED WITH WHAT I HAVE NOW!
I'M REALLY MAD AT YOU, ZHU!

*Sigh*
Moments ago, I was still nervous, trembling. Hoping that I got a good result. But.
BUT.
Just felt like hiding in the blanket and cry the whole night.
='(
I know its no point crying matters that have been done, but.
I regretted.

P.S.: A bad start for me doesn't mean the same thing to him.

Hope he'll get a great result. 

=') 

21.12.2012

Two more months and its the end of the world?
Do you believe that the world's gonna end so soon?
Do you believe that two months later, what we've used to live in is not there anymore?
Do you believe that two months later, there are no "we" anymore?
It makes people get nervous thinking about it, and yet it also makes me wonder what will happen if it really happen.
And of course, with this perspective in mind, it makes people do things negatively.
Let take me as an example, as a student, I'll think that since the world is gonna end soon, what for I study so hard? It still means that I'm gonna die and go to the other universe. Some might even ends up doing illegal yet serious stuff since they think that its end of the world is everything.

When I ask my mum about what she thinks about this 21.12.2012, all she could say is: "Oh shit, I've paid for our Hong Kong Trip next year! Should have make those payment if we're still alive after December." HAHA, what a cute mother I have over here. =)

For me, I really hope that this "end of the world" thingy happens before I die, oh, i mean, i "old-die", not "die-die". (Haha, if you get me) I hope that this comes before I'm reaching the age of 60, but not so soon (December2012). Well, I just wanted to see how it works. I mean, I wanna see how it feels when the earth is separating, when the ground is grumbling, and when the sky is falling fire. HAHA, all those scenes we got from movies, it's just from imagination right? Who knows the world ends with hamburgers falling from the sky?

And for sure, everyone has a list of "things-to-do before the world ends", if it is confirm that the world is gonna end at day X. Me too. Haha, some of the things to do are too private to share out here, so.. I think I'll just keep this in my little mind. =) or maybe some little small note in the corner of my cupboard.

End of the world = End of human beings?

Or it will be "Just Another Day"? We'll see by then.

I think that's all for now. and the writer will be back in actions for this week. Might be posting a whole lots of post if idea is here. Sem break is way to boring over here. I wish someone is here just to pull me out of this misery. Date me out please, folks!

P.S.: He said let's go for a short trip.

Where to go?