The Long-Term Rain

I knew I'm not as strong as I think.

I miss him.

I miss those life.

I don't really know what word to describe how I feel now.

I just don't. 

How can I be this weak after all it happened so long already. Stupid me. Idiot me. 

P.S.: I need my rainbow. I hate being in the rain for too long. I hate this current state of me.